Wednesday, July 22, 2009

I can feel the hamster running in my head

What do I want?  This is a very good question.  Someone asked me this recently and I have no idea (well, I have a macro idea, but not a micro idea...that is, I know what I want, big-picture wise, but on the specifics, ya got me).  I know what I feel that I want, but then I wonder if the reason I want that is due to a current lack of security, feeling of rejection, sense of total loneliness.  I wonder if the reason I want that is the nostalgia trap, and remembering the good without the bad. I wonder, I wonder, I wonder...myself into circles.

To late to turn back now, regardless of what I want, so, might as well look forward. 



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